past tense

did
was
forgotten
saw
thought
etc.


masa lalu ya masa lalu
sudah.
titik.

dibuang.
dipendam.
dikubur.
ditenggelemin sampe palung laut terdalam.



sudahlah..
kenapa masih harus diungkit dan dibahas
kenapa harus dianggap 'masih'
kenapa masih belum bisa normal dan biasa aja


saya sudah melupakan semua, dan hanya akan menjadikan itu sebagai kenangan di masa lampau yang sudah saya buang.

oh, maaf.
ngga bisa di-recycle tuh!


kalo memang penting untuk dibahas, ditertawakan, diceritakan.
lebih baik saya ngga usah dengar.


saya mau hidup tenang & damai.

saya punya kehidupan baru loh.

jadi tolong dihargai..................................................................




well. no offense if I could mad like this
but its become so damn rude people.
yeah, it's true.

no more

no more

by Ratih Wulandari Rahmanti on Friday, November 26, 2010 at 2:00am

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ah. itu bukan urusan saya.

bukan pula kewajiban saya buat mikirin itu semua.

ngga punya hati?

ngga kasihan?

buat apa.

toh semua ini bukan apa-apa.

2.01 am

nov 26 10

Hanya ingin berkomentar

mungkinkah semua itu HANYA mimpi?

benarkah sesuatu itu NGGA MUNGKIN bisa aku capai?

Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

sweet disposition

never too soon

oh reckless abandon

like no one's

watching you

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

chorus

just stay there

cause i'll be comin over

and while our bloods still young

it's so young

it runs

and we won't stop til it's over

won't stop to surrender

songs of desperation

I played them for you

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

chorus:

just stay there

cause i'll be comin over

and while our bloods still young

it's so young

it runs

and we won't stop til it's over

won't stop to surrender

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs(won't stop til it's over)

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a moment, a love

a moment, a love (won't stop to surrender)

Goes to Palembang part1

Jl. Sudirman Palembang. November 5th 2010

Hari ini, hari pertama menjejakkan kaki di kota Palembang, the famous one. Mpek-Mpek :))
Perjalanan dimulai pagi buta jam 3am sudah siap2 bangun mandi, dressed up dan sarapan, berangkat jam 4.30 am ke rumah salah satu teman papah, di deket Bukit Novo Depok. Motor ditinggal di rumahnya, perjalanan ke Bandara Soekarno-Hatta dilanjutkan dengan taksi.

well, sebelum itu kalo ada yang bingung kenapa gw ke Palembang, ngapain?

jadi begini ceritanya..

Semester ini gw mengambil cuti akademik 1 semester, entahlah akan dilanjutkan lagi sampe setaun atau ngga. Lihat keadaan aja nanti gimana.
Awalnya berat banget, sedih, kesel, karena ngga bisa belajar bareng sama temen-temen kaya biasanya tapi mau gimana lagi life must go on
Yasudahlah.
Daripada bengong di rumah, ngga ada kerjaan. Then, my dad call for some  jobs.
Bantu-bantu kerjaan papah, sambil cari-cari pengalaman dan memungut setiap pelajaran yang tercecer, hehe.

Apa saja yang gw lakukan?
Just simply jobs, some kind of you might do this too :)
Melengkapi beberapa dokumen: kontrak, RAB, progress, e-mailing some news, attending some meetings, ikut nentuin berbagai pilihan barang, ikut beli & nyari berbagai barang & kebutuhan, ikut nentuin harga, jadi fotografer, pengamat.
Yaa.. approximately I did it all.

Gampang?
Cetek?
Cemen?
Whatever  you say, tapi ngga 'semudah' yang dibayangin loh. Trust me :P
Setiap kerjaan ada aja halangannya, ada aja yang salah, ada aja yang mesti diubah tiba-tiba.
terus kalo ditanya mana pelajaran desainnya? saya masih belajar, dan belom berani terjun ke yang itu.
*sebentar lagi mau fokusin ke desain, insya allah.*
Sekarang sih mau belajar proses di lapangan dulu kaya apa, mau tau dulu susahnya public speaking ke klien, mau belajar mengetahui karakteristik setiap orang ditemui yang kesemuanya berbeda sifat & sikapnya. mau belajar susah dan capeknya jalan-jalan, berusaha, mencari sesuatu. susahnya ngedapetin uang dari keringat sendiri.

Alhamdulillah dunia semakin cerah sejak kemudahan akses internet yang bisa gw nikmati sekarang, :))
Setidaknya banyak opsi hiburan kalo lagi jenuh.

Back to the topic,
Trip to Palembang was amazing since that day becoming my first experience flying on board.
Seru banget ternyata jalan-jalan (yeah. gw masih menganggap ini semua adalah jalan-jalan gw mengisi liburan selama cuti akademik) naik pesawat terbang. hehehe. norak yah, ya gimana dong memang ini trully pertama kali gw mencoba pergi naik pesawat. hehe.
Untungnya ngga terjadi hal-hal memalukan or some kind of it. *yang akan membuat harkat dan martabat gw hancur #halah
Berhubung kami telat sampe bandara, check in terakhir. jadilah kami dapet kursi paling bontot di 22 D-E-F.
Fyi, gw naik Sriwijaya Air.

Jadi, apa rasanya naik pesawat??
seru, seram, tegang, asik.
excited pas ngeliat hamparan awan putih di langit yang berlapis-lapis, hembusan angin kencang di luar, pemandangan landscape hamparan sawah, perumahan, pulau dan laut nun jauh di bawah sana.
sempet serem waktu take off karena nikungnya sempet tajem banget dan rada-rada parno sama berita kecelakaan pesawat *naudzubillahimindzaalik
pesawat pun mulai stabil, terbang pelan........................ bgt.
well, gw sempet ngerasa bosan karena emang pergerakan pesawat yang pelan banget, bikin ngantuk. tapi hal itu cepat-cepat disingkirkan dengan memfoto-foto pemandangan di luar jendela..
30 menit kemudian sampe, weh. cepat sekali.
memang ya, kelebihan perjalanan naik pesawat yang bisa menjangkau tempat yang sangat jauh sekali hanya dengan waktu beberapa jam saja. amazing.heheh. nice trip


*lanjut besok deh, ngantuk mau tidur.. see ya!
**btw di luar hujan loh.. senangnya.. adem. xp
2.01 am

........

cuma pengen teriak  & tidur.





AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!

personality test--random

I'm boreed..

let's have fun for a while. 

surfing, then see this.

wait.

--

after taking some question in these link http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx 

not that interested after all, but at the end. I tried to finish this, with some hillarious smile in my face.. kakaka

:))

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
>>yes, that's right. just the same with my moms. I am a good listener, yet not-try-that-hard to be arrogant :) 

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

>>mostly yes, but not always kind of it..

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
>>certainly.YES ;))

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

>>no comment.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

>>IT IS.. :)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

>>they know that I'm interested in soo much activities, wanna be a designer, editor, architect, writer, journalist, scientist, backpacker, and blah blah blah.. hehe

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

>>sometimes I'm stuck in a such madly conditions. screwed me up. I really hate hate unreal me. yea, its happen a lot, but now I'm trying to be strong and courage of everything I might do! :)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
>>yes. yes. yes. I am an easily degraded's person. bored to be unwanted person. what I really want is every little thing I've done mean a lot for someone else. I don't know.. I might be wrong.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

>>honestly, yes. that's me. really me. I've faced a lot of reality between my happiness and sorority. it changes me :)

almost 89% true about my self's considered. it give me a review, what I am is.

hope I never stop to learn and becoming somebody new & better person. 

let's have a happy life people.. :D