Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands 



[ Like A Star Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ] 

COLDPLAY - FIX YOU

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you



[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/c/coldplay-lyrics/fix-you-lyrics.html ]

past tense

did
was
forgotten
saw
thought
etc.


masa lalu ya masa lalu
sudah.
titik.

dibuang.
dipendam.
dikubur.
ditenggelemin sampe palung laut terdalam.



sudahlah..
kenapa masih harus diungkit dan dibahas
kenapa harus dianggap 'masih'
kenapa masih belum bisa normal dan biasa aja


saya sudah melupakan semua, dan hanya akan menjadikan itu sebagai kenangan di masa lampau yang sudah saya buang.

oh, maaf.
ngga bisa di-recycle tuh!


kalo memang penting untuk dibahas, ditertawakan, diceritakan.
lebih baik saya ngga usah dengar.


saya mau hidup tenang & damai.

saya punya kehidupan baru loh.

jadi tolong dihargai..................................................................




well. no offense if I could mad like this
but its become so damn rude people.
yeah, it's true.

no more

no more

by Ratih Wulandari Rahmanti on Friday, November 26, 2010 at 2:00am

Your note has been created.

ah. itu bukan urusan saya.

bukan pula kewajiban saya buat mikirin itu semua.

ngga punya hati?

ngga kasihan?

buat apa.

toh semua ini bukan apa-apa.

2.01 am

nov 26 10

Hanya ingin berkomentar

mungkinkah semua itu HANYA mimpi?

benarkah sesuatu itu NGGA MUNGKIN bisa aku capai?

Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap

sweet disposition

never too soon

oh reckless abandon

like no one's

watching you

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

chorus

just stay there

cause i'll be comin over

and while our bloods still young

it's so young

it runs

and we won't stop til it's over

won't stop to surrender

songs of desperation

I played them for you

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

chorus:

just stay there

cause i'll be comin over

and while our bloods still young

it's so young

it runs

and we won't stop til it's over

won't stop to surrender

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs(won't stop til it's over)

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a kiss, a cry

our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)

a moment, a love

a dream, a laugh

a moment, a love

a moment, a love (won't stop to surrender)

Goes to Palembang part1

Jl. Sudirman Palembang. November 5th 2010

Hari ini, hari pertama menjejakkan kaki di kota Palembang, the famous one. Mpek-Mpek :))
Perjalanan dimulai pagi buta jam 3am sudah siap2 bangun mandi, dressed up dan sarapan, berangkat jam 4.30 am ke rumah salah satu teman papah, di deket Bukit Novo Depok. Motor ditinggal di rumahnya, perjalanan ke Bandara Soekarno-Hatta dilanjutkan dengan taksi.

well, sebelum itu kalo ada yang bingung kenapa gw ke Palembang, ngapain?

jadi begini ceritanya..

Semester ini gw mengambil cuti akademik 1 semester, entahlah akan dilanjutkan lagi sampe setaun atau ngga. Lihat keadaan aja nanti gimana.
Awalnya berat banget, sedih, kesel, karena ngga bisa belajar bareng sama temen-temen kaya biasanya tapi mau gimana lagi life must go on
Yasudahlah.
Daripada bengong di rumah, ngga ada kerjaan. Then, my dad call for some  jobs.
Bantu-bantu kerjaan papah, sambil cari-cari pengalaman dan memungut setiap pelajaran yang tercecer, hehe.

Apa saja yang gw lakukan?
Just simply jobs, some kind of you might do this too :)
Melengkapi beberapa dokumen: kontrak, RAB, progress, e-mailing some news, attending some meetings, ikut nentuin berbagai pilihan barang, ikut beli & nyari berbagai barang & kebutuhan, ikut nentuin harga, jadi fotografer, pengamat.
Yaa.. approximately I did it all.

Gampang?
Cetek?
Cemen?
Whatever  you say, tapi ngga 'semudah' yang dibayangin loh. Trust me :P
Setiap kerjaan ada aja halangannya, ada aja yang salah, ada aja yang mesti diubah tiba-tiba.
terus kalo ditanya mana pelajaran desainnya? saya masih belajar, dan belom berani terjun ke yang itu.
*sebentar lagi mau fokusin ke desain, insya allah.*
Sekarang sih mau belajar proses di lapangan dulu kaya apa, mau tau dulu susahnya public speaking ke klien, mau belajar mengetahui karakteristik setiap orang ditemui yang kesemuanya berbeda sifat & sikapnya. mau belajar susah dan capeknya jalan-jalan, berusaha, mencari sesuatu. susahnya ngedapetin uang dari keringat sendiri.

Alhamdulillah dunia semakin cerah sejak kemudahan akses internet yang bisa gw nikmati sekarang, :))
Setidaknya banyak opsi hiburan kalo lagi jenuh.

Back to the topic,
Trip to Palembang was amazing since that day becoming my first experience flying on board.
Seru banget ternyata jalan-jalan (yeah. gw masih menganggap ini semua adalah jalan-jalan gw mengisi liburan selama cuti akademik) naik pesawat terbang. hehehe. norak yah, ya gimana dong memang ini trully pertama kali gw mencoba pergi naik pesawat. hehe.
Untungnya ngga terjadi hal-hal memalukan or some kind of it. *yang akan membuat harkat dan martabat gw hancur #halah
Berhubung kami telat sampe bandara, check in terakhir. jadilah kami dapet kursi paling bontot di 22 D-E-F.
Fyi, gw naik Sriwijaya Air.

Jadi, apa rasanya naik pesawat??
seru, seram, tegang, asik.
excited pas ngeliat hamparan awan putih di langit yang berlapis-lapis, hembusan angin kencang di luar, pemandangan landscape hamparan sawah, perumahan, pulau dan laut nun jauh di bawah sana.
sempet serem waktu take off karena nikungnya sempet tajem banget dan rada-rada parno sama berita kecelakaan pesawat *naudzubillahimindzaalik
pesawat pun mulai stabil, terbang pelan........................ bgt.
well, gw sempet ngerasa bosan karena emang pergerakan pesawat yang pelan banget, bikin ngantuk. tapi hal itu cepat-cepat disingkirkan dengan memfoto-foto pemandangan di luar jendela..
30 menit kemudian sampe, weh. cepat sekali.
memang ya, kelebihan perjalanan naik pesawat yang bisa menjangkau tempat yang sangat jauh sekali hanya dengan waktu beberapa jam saja. amazing.heheh. nice trip


*lanjut besok deh, ngantuk mau tidur.. see ya!
**btw di luar hujan loh.. senangnya.. adem. xp
2.01 am

........

cuma pengen teriak  & tidur.





AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!

personality test--random

I'm boreed..

let's have fun for a while. 

surfing, then see this.

wait.

--

after taking some question in these link http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx 

not that interested after all, but at the end. I tried to finish this, with some hillarious smile in my face.. kakaka

:))

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
>>yes, that's right. just the same with my moms. I am a good listener, yet not-try-that-hard to be arrogant :) 

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

>>mostly yes, but not always kind of it..

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
>>certainly.YES ;))

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

>>no comment.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

>>IT IS.. :)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

>>they know that I'm interested in soo much activities, wanna be a designer, editor, architect, writer, journalist, scientist, backpacker, and blah blah blah.. hehe

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

>>sometimes I'm stuck in a such madly conditions. screwed me up. I really hate hate unreal me. yea, its happen a lot, but now I'm trying to be strong and courage of everything I might do! :)

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
>>yes. yes. yes. I am an easily degraded's person. bored to be unwanted person. what I really want is every little thing I've done mean a lot for someone else. I don't know.. I might be wrong.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

>>honestly, yes. that's me. really me. I've faced a lot of reality between my happiness and sorority. it changes me :)

almost 89% true about my self's considered. it give me a review, what I am is.

hope I never stop to learn and becoming somebody new & better person. 

let's have a happy life people.. :D

Zaha Hadid's Shoes Design

how cool is that?!? ;))

The Only Exception - Paramore

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

November 4th 2010

well.. today reaaaally busy day..

and tomorrow I have to wake up earlier, wanna catch the 1st flight to Palembang. Earn some good things to carry on.
*oh pity me, this is my first experience.hahaha. let's see how it's gonna be

night everyone.. :)

10.11 pm

Barusan, sekitar 10 menit yang lalu ada sebuah teriakan khas seorang pedagang keliling. saya hampir ngga percaya kalo masih ada aja pedagang keliling yang ngider jam segini.
ngelirik jam tangan, pukul 10.11 pm.

Ya, suara khasnya membuat saya yang sedang asyik di depan komputer segera mengintip dari balik gorden. ternyata benar. dia adalah seorang penjaja tahu sumedang bersepeda motor.
masih alhamdulillah ia bukannya pedagang makanan keliling yang dipikul, betapa beratnya jadi seorang pedagang makanan keliling (apalagi yang dipikul seperti itu) padahal ini bukan lagi waktunya ia bekerja. seharusnya ia sudah berkumpul dirumah bersama keluarganya.


kenapa?
seorang pedagang makanan keliling biasanya target terbesar penghasilan setiap harinya didapat dari anak-anak. Dan surga bagi mereka adalah sekolah-sekolah yang tiap hari mereka lewati 'sambil' jalan. sejak pagi sudah duduk manis menggelar lapaknya atau sekedar menunggu dihampiri anak-anak di sebelah gerobaknya. siklus berjalan setiap harinya dengan ritme yang sama. pagi datang, menjelang siang beranjak pulang.
jika hari menjelang petang, sekolah pun bubar tapi dagangan belum juga habis, laku terjual. mereka harus terus berkeliling dari satu komplek perumahan ke komplek perumahan yang lainnya.
tapi kebanyakan dilakukan sejak siang hari ketika pelanggannya mulai sepi dan minim harapan untuk bertahan sampai sore.
beberapa yang beruntung, dagangannya habis menjelang petang. beberapa yang kurang beruntung, harus berjalan lebih jauh berlawanan arah rumahnya untuk menghabiskan barang dagangan hari ini. yang jadi masalah adalah, jika dagangan tidak habis hari ini, lalu apa yang akan dipakai untuk modal besok berjualan di pagi hari?


disaat petang masih kuat berkeliling menjajakan dagangan, bahkan sampai malam mulai larut.
tiada peluh tiada penat, yang ada hanya niat tulus menafkahi keluarganya dengan rezeki halal hasil perasan keringatnya sendiri.
belum lagi masalah yang terjadi di jalanan, ya ban gerobak/sepeda/motor bocor lah, kempes. gerobak terguling, ngga sengaja diseruduk motor, dagangan tumpah, dipalak preman komplek, diusir, hujan, panas, mata merah karena debu, asap, dan masih banyak segelintir masalah yang bisa saja terjadi di jalanan.


padahal di rumah, si istri dan anak-anak yang masih kecil & belum teralu mengerti ikut berdoa tanpa henti berharap cemas kedatangan suaminya. semoga jangan pulang terlalu malam, semoga dalam keadaan sehat dan baik-baik saja dan semoga membawa rezeki hari ini.

itulah perjuangan seorang ayah sang pedagang keliling, yang bermodalkan dagangan, gerobak/kendaraan, niat tulus dan harapan ridho lillahita'ala.





semoga pak pedagang tahu sumedang yang tadi lewat dagangannya cepat habis, dan cepat pulang berkumpul bersama keluarganya. semoga beliau ataupun semua pedagang makanan keliling lainnya juga ayah-ayah hebat lain diluar sana tetap ikhlas menjalani tugasnya untuk menafkahi keluarga.
semoga, keikhlasan tersebut berbuah pahala.

amin ya Rabb..



~ketika saya bisa bercerita seperti ini, ada sebuah pengalaman dibaliknya. pengalaman menjadi anak seorang pedagang es potong keliling yang bermodalkan sepeda onthel biru dan setelan kemeja rapi kantoran.
ya, saya pernah merasakan suka dukanya menjadi anak seorang pedagang es potong keliling, memang itu bukan kemauan kami. tapi toh, pekerjaan apapun yang penting halal dan bisa mencukupi kami sekeluarga makan adalah suatu pembelajaran yang berharga.
well.. alhamdulillah papah hanya sekitar 1-2 bulan berdagang es potong keliling sebelum akhirnya kembali mendapatkan pekerjaan seperti sebelumnya.
subhanallah..
Allah mendengar doa kami.



manusia PASTI mampu jika dia mau berusaha keras.
jika telah berusaha namun belum menghasilkan sesuatu, biarkanlah Dia Yang Maha Besar yang melanjutkan tugasnya. Mengatur apa yang terbaik bagi hambaNya. ikhlas dan tawakal itu tugas kita.

November 2nd 2010

Carla Bruni - Le Plus Beau du Quartier

Regardez-moi
Je suis le plus Beau du Quartier
Aim bien l'J'suis
Ds qu'on me voit
On se sent tout comme envout
Comme Charm, hum
Lorsque j'arrive
Les femmes elles me frolent de leurs
Regards penchs
Malgr bien moi, h
Je suis le plus Beau du Quartier, hum, hum, hum
Est-ce mon Visage
Ma peau si finement graine
Fri water Suave
Est-ce mon Allure
Est-ce la anglo-saxonne grce
De ma cambrure
Est-ce mon sourire
Ou bien l'lgance distingue
De mess cachemires
Quoi qu'il en soit
C'est moi le plus Beau du Quartier, hum, mais
Mais prenez garde ma beaut
A mon exquise ambigut
Je suis le roi
Du dsirable
Et je suis l'indshabillable
Observez-moi, hum, hum, hum
Observez-moi de Haut en bus
Vous n'en pas deux comme ca verrez
J'suis l'favori
Le Bel Ami
Dames de toutes CES
Et d'leurs Maris
Regardez-moi
Regardez-moi, hum, hum
Je suis le plus Beau du Quartier
J'suis l'prfr
Mess Belles victimes
Voudraient se pendre mess lacets
Ca les abme
Les bons messieurs, eux
Voudraient TELLEMENT m'dshabiller
Ca les obstine
Malgr bien moi, moi oui bien malgr
Je suis le plus Beau du Quartier, mais
Mais prenez garde ma beaut
A mon exquise ambigut
Je suis le roi
Du dsirable
Et je suis l'indshabillable
Observez-moi, hum, hum, hum
Observez-moi de Haut en bus
Vous n'en pas deux comme ca verrez
J'suis l'favori
Le p'tit chri
Dames de toutes CES
Et d'leurs Maris
Aussi, oui

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